Won a silver in recurve team, Student National archery championship during the weekend. It was some of my best shots ever, do I just work better under pressure? But bottom target IS my favourite, that might explains it. Academic wise, very behind, overdue assignments are starting to pile up, missing lectures ending up in the… Continue reading log feb 21 2023
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Log 16 Feb 2023
Low energy this week, any solutions? Is it the brightness or colour of the lights in the room? “We are easily distracted when we try to do complex work, even if we set a strong intention beforehand.”
Log Feb 14 2023
I was decaying in bed today, did pretty much nothing. A bit of thought when writing this piece at 10 PM: Do you still think about grammar when you can have most of your garbage writing understood and corrected by AI? It is the idea and thought you want to communicate that matters, right? That’s… Continue reading Log Feb 14 2023
Log Feb 11-12 2023
Watched movie in the evening: The Big Short (2015). Amazing cast, feels like having a two macroeconomics and financial economics lecture given by some of the best storytellers. Found a comment on Youtube: Every single time I watch this movie, a deep feeling of sadness takes over me. I can’t imagine how harder became for… Continue reading Log Feb 11-12 2023
Log Feb 7 2023
Recently, life has been quite stressful. Assignments are piling up, as usual, the final year project is running out of time, and applications for grad school need to be submitted. Been reading the book ‘The PhD Grind’ by Philip J. Guo. Hopefully I can finish reading it before submitting the scholarship application and gain some… Continue reading Log Feb 7 2023
The Peripheral
Tommy: You know what my first memory of you is, Flynn? My very first? I was in the third grade, so you must’ve been in first. And they had you down at the principal’s office in a rage. Remember? ‘Cause somehow, you managed to take the earthworms from the science room, and dumped them in… Continue reading The Peripheral
Log Jul 13 2022
Wasted most of the day. Got out from room around 5PM when the sunlight reached the angle to shine the room. Watched a Bill Burr’s new Netflix Special – from Red Rocks. Funny point of view around feminism, abortion . Well the wish to get up early rarely happened. Met a girl who claimed she’s… Continue reading Log Jul 13 2022
Unable to start/finish
Explanation for some addiction. This is what I wrote to myself on 19 November of 2021: I know why I am addicted to archery now. It is the feeling satisfaction when not fully prepared, not fully anchored, but when releasing, by luck, muscle memory or whatever you call it and yet the arrow still reached… Continue reading Unable to start/finish