Why is everyone wearing masks? I can’t see their faces or gauge their reactions when they see me. Why do they behave in a certain way? Why do I raise these questions and cannot stop thinking about them. When and with whom can I truly be real? Segmenting myself and allowing different people to see… Continue reading Log Nov 14, 2023
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Log Oct 12, 2023
Today is the most useless day since the start of this semester.
Log Oct 10, 2023
The leaves outside are starting to fall.
Log June 18 2023
Does it help when I ask myself why I repeatedly procrastinate whenever I engage in it? Can I make the process more enjoyable by replacing the time I could spend on mindless phone scrolling with deep philosophical contemplation? Of course, the time should be used for doing the real work I am supposed to do… Continue reading Log June 18 2023
log April 22 2023
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Log April 8, 2023
I kind of like living in a small city after spending around four years living in one. It’s still got everything essential that you need, but not too many choices like big cities offer, which is a good thing. And if you do them enough social, you’ll basically have people you know everywhere in the… Continue reading Log April 8, 2023
Log March 14 2023
Today is the 4th or 5th day of cutting fact that after the headaches and tiredness I experienced in day one and day two, I don’t have much fatigue as expected, rather, I’ve even felt more energetic sometimes. Additionally, sleeping quality has improved.
Log March 11
When you can’t recall a brain caffeine-free, it may suggest you’re in the grip of caffeine’s spree. Myself, on the bus from Carlow back to Galway, 2nd day cutting caffeine Getting up with a light headache – which is a common caffeine withdrawal symptom. Sleeping quality was quite good and I felt sleepy during the… Continue reading Log March 11
Log March 10
Twenty days left till the end of teaching for my undergrad degree. Too little time for too many tasks. 7 or 8 assignments and a final year project report waiting for me, and some how I need to make time for archery competitions every weekend. Start to cut caffeine from today, maybe it’s partly due… Continue reading Log March 10
Log Feb 28 2023
Finished watching Drive to Survive season 5 in the past few days. Also this week I was doing catch up on uni content. Quite a lot of pressure for getting a very high avg score this semester. Head down and push is the only option for March and April… Last week I found out going… Continue reading Log Feb 28 2023